Issues With Boys
Yeah...this blog may start some shit but I highly don't give no fuck at the moments because at the end of the day I told her I would be up front about how I feel and think.
She has some issues with boys. Every time I turn around so dude in her face troubling her life that she use to talk to and such. Like I just don't get it though...why are these males even an issue if you trying to holla at me? These ghost she has remind me of my own that kept haunting me and now I'm getting rather jealous.
Yes I said that I'm jealous and yall can clown me laters.
But really...
I'm not calling some dude "just a friend" when we use to have make out sessions. And I'm not informing no low life dick that hurt me in the past about a blog that I wrote.
I'm not sure why it happened but it did and I'm confused.
Is she really over the previous dudes in her life
or are they currently playing factors that's hindering us?
Its the thought that I could be battling with her past that's really current that really makes this shit worst.
*Damn Kanye sanging that song while I'm writing this though...lol*
Can't stop having these visions gotta get rid it...
I'm not upset over the blog and happy she blogging...maybe then certain things she can't say to me can be written for me. I'm tight she wrote it and then showed that asshole it was about...meaning she still contacts the damn lame ass nigga. That's what's boiling my blood...
Hmmmm
I'll calm down and rethink all this later.
Right now me and Kanye finna have a moment.
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Oh I know the feeling of having blood boil when an ex comes back in the picture..sorta feel like you gotta compete cuz the ex already know things your still trying to uncover. Hmmph not a good feeling, but trust your not alone wit the feelign either.
ReplyDeleteNot sure of how to handle it and dont think I wanna either...not wit being in competition when it comes to love/lust...so Im on a balance beam trying not to fall into oblivion like i thought the ex was once upon a time.