And The Results Are In

Its been some days since I've confessed


Ok enough with that...

So it has been bought to my attention that operation Gay has been slowly but surely progressing towards a successful milestone.
Now I'm down to 3 men who I really speak with in my life.
My Dad, Reggie and Jay.

See all the others really didn't hold nor possess anything that would benefit me at this current point in life. Although one got cut off for reasons unexplained to him I'm sure he'll figure out that constantly lying to people will never work for the best. Until then...

I'm unsure of why my ex Steve reappeared and did what he did but its what the hell ever at the end of the day. He wasn't the best for me from jump and will never be and I'm happy I didn't fall into some stupid emotional web of chaos.

Her...

See she and me are fighting and the tension building is bananas.
She's making claims we need to cool down and we haven't been trying to see each other and whatnot. No I haven't because when I did offer they got turned down so I don't even suggest nor gesture towards it anymore. Its whatever. I'm sick of her doubting me.
At the end of the day a chick that barely knew me came to my job and had a date with me quicker than her so that tells me a lot.
Supposedly we are suppose to be chillin out right now thinking on what's going wrong and such. I'm not stressing it though. Whatever happens...happens.

Now Yvette is a cool chick I could get use to. And she knows how to make pizza from scratch. *I think I could love a woman like that*
But...she was a great date and I'm sure I will be speaking of her more.

She knows I wear the pants though...

I start my second job this weekend and pray that I make it through this next month because I'm going to need the strength to make it through.

This weather blows monkey balls. I mean really can I get sunshine already?

And if you didn't know...

Home made baileys be the new drink in the crib these days...

Get with it or get lost.