Attempts To Be Different

I'm trying...

I'm never really sure what to think and such about this. At snails pace we move along. Normally by now someone would be hella hype to speak with me...calling me every day and night...talking for long hours sharing interest and such.

Things with this one...different.
Not really in a bad way but things are different in ways I've never experienced. I'm really not sure what this is.

Meanwhile I need a date to The Roots concert. The last time I went to a concert of theirs I was in tears crying because they touched my soul with music. And of course the house hubby loves the damn The Roots and shall be on it like I am.
*sigh* now why can't I have a wifey like that? Is it really that hard? Blah lemme stop now before...

I might end up going with someone else and I'm not sure how she's going to take it. Ill let her know before anything and make sure she understands its a date. I'm sure she will understand and if not then I can't really do shit else about that because I wanna go out. I wanna have fun and if its not with her then I guess someone else can tag along.

Am I wrong for wanting company?

I know she can't come and we spoke on how she hasn't really got a chance to listen to The Roots much so...ill search for someone who shares that interest and enjoy myself


Lets hope all goes well.