Live As I Live It

Well this will be more of an update as to how I'm living and doing now that I'm totally on my own.

I live in Flatbush as many of you should know by now. I stopped working at Century 21 and now work at AMC. I waiting for a training course on the 17th to be a home health aid. So yes I'm on my grind yet again.

I'm currently single. Talking to someone who seems like a winner although...sometimes she makes my head hurt much. She cute seems distant for her own reasons and that's about all I wish to say right now about her.To be honest I would like to not be single and be taken. I don't do well in limbo and tend to ruin shit here. But in limbo I sit.


I'm happy with my choices in life so far for this year. I lost so baggage that was needed and closed many old doors I held open hoping certain people would walk back through them. I guess because now my tone is short and un-inviting that I'm now considered rude.

I make a mistake this year though and that was attempting to get back with someone who's life was in turmoil. My life took a turn as well being with them but within that I found out something that saved my life down the line.

I found out I had a cluster of cyst on my ovaries and that's why I was bleeding and having complications all of last year. This explains my sleeping and eat habits along with dizzy spells and everything else under the sun. And now taking meds and such I'm a bit better in health.

I hate Akeem Andre Reid for everything he has done to me and will always hate him.
(Don't ask)

Me and my mother have started back talking after a 10 year silence. Things are running pretty smooth and I think slowly things could get better but it will not change what damage has been done. We start over and begin anew.

I found my brother...and for the first time seen my other nephew.
That touched my heart and made me feel like a million bucks.

My dad seems to be growing weaker in the knees every day that pass along. I'm scared that by 2015 he will be wheelchair bound. I'm not sure what's going to happen when that happens but I hope and pray that's not going to be the case. Either way he helps me out with things here and there and I love him for that.

My sister...lets not get me started on her ass right now.


My crew?

Well my rommie Keya is an awesome chick who loves the ladies and drinking. All about her cash and always willing to help someone in need she's my inside spouse. Lmbao. We have two children(my kittens) named Osiris and Iysis. She's cool.

Cat seems much more mia these days due to her plans to take over that world with a shot of Remy in one hand and a mic in the other. Still she's on the team and I'm just hoping she would be around a bit more.

Val...yes I said Val...is my other midget friend who's quest for love hasn't ended...it has just began...but anyways she's cool we chill I drink she talks and so and so on. Prob one of the funniest niggas you'll know besides me.

That's my inner three...

I still speak to Cecil and as of late a lot more about relationships and his man whoring ways (go figure he became cold hearted and whorish after me and him broke up)

Other than that...co workers make my days at work go by faster and that's the end of this blog.


You have been updated.

Ps.


FRANK I FUCKING HATE YA G1 BECAUSE WHEN YOU WERE ON THE KICK WE COULD TALK BETTER NOW YOU ON THIS GEIGH ASS G1 AND IT SUCKS AND HOW CAN I BE ME WITHOUT MY MALE TWIN AROUND SON?


Lol.