Rainfall

Its raining.
God it feels good with a nice breeze coming in. If you haven't noticed I have a thing for rain. Put aside I wear a weave and UTTERLY HATE WET SOCK ON MY FEET...I love the rain.

Have you ever had sex in the rain?

Its one of the most intimate things you could do with your partner.
Bodies all glazed and clothes taunt around skin. The cooling sensation that each raindrop leaves behind. Slow passionate strokes....man don't get me started up in here.

Me and my suga used to get real nasty!
(Next Friday reference was just used)


But anyways the rain sounds so calming and makes me reflect on things. Sometimes things that were foggy become very clear.

I lost my best friend.
Maybe I didn't loose her but I'm not sure what to say at this point and time. She making a name for herself and finally being the star I always thought she could be. Finally she's becoming and doing what she was born to do. But with that a price came along because in the midst of her rise....I fell...hard...and kinda feel like she didn't care enough to even notice it nor address it. But then again that's how shit goes sometimes and I'm not upset about it I'm just ..numb about it all.

V...
Thoughtful would be the word I use for this lady.
I'm not quite use to someone who's thoughtful and yet not smothering me all at once. She's a good listener and concerned with my day to day. That's kinda rare to find in a woman. I'm not sure if she digging me and hell I'm still very much in limbo myself with everything but something tells me there much more behind that smile. Still...I'm thinking of her and how sometimes she make me smile.

Ok that was gay. :/

He said forget about him. But I won't. You ever feel like there someone out there who gets you for who you are good bad and ugly? Yeah I think I've found him...but just a little too late. Its alright..we've been friends and will remain friends in our twisted flirty I wanna rape you and then gentle rock you to sleep way. But to forget will mean to erase the fact that there someone out there I made a connection with on a level I haven't been on in quite some time. Nahhhhhhhhhhh...I think ill stay right here.

Now my training is a whole nother' blog for tomorrow.