A New Dawning

There are many things that have changed about me after my quest for happiness.

Still finding myself I never found hapiness because what I was searching for was perfection.

To live a life where my mind.body.soul connected and stayed in perfect harmony. We all dream to live lifes like that but in reality dreams don't always come true.

Still I remain unbittered...

I'm unsure what bekon of hope I have still lighting the pathways of lover lane b ut I continue to walk towards whomever is at the end of tunnel.

Jaded?

No

Actually I'm a lot better now that old demons and caspers haunt me much less at night.

However I have yet again regressed within my shell of "life of a loner" I prefer things this way for now. I have now accepted my choice in life to pursue women.

That's another blog though.

My home life consist of work, playing with my kittens, making plans for my future, drinking with my rommies, and really not stressing the bullshit.

My poetry has taken a seat back due to random wild events of drama. Ever since my passion to write has decreased daily. Slowly it dwindles towards the end of the wick but I'm sure I'll find a way to keep the fire burning.

Anyways that's the end of this one.